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You are not going to find love
You might get a hint of it
Out there
In the simpering folds of panic’s desperate worry
An inveigling taste perhaps
While the heart waits and waits for it’ll never properly
Want
And the heel’s played again without any
Arclight
Or even an abiding angel to its name
Pass the peas and the skeletons
Get swept up and then over
But you
You are not going to find love
Not out there
With your hurried mind and your misshapen soul
Your perpetually packed bags and your lost hindsight
Not in the top shelf of a well-lit bar
Or the warped plaster and mold of a dingy dive
You
You are not going to find love
Not in delirious conversations about Barthelme in the back of two-in-the-morning cabs
Not in all the happy-hours or parties you’ve ever been bored at
Not in the flick of methamphetamine’s furious fire